December 2009
75 posts
Although I came into this world alone and will leave alone, I am not alone.
What makes winter lonely?
Now at last I know.
I love you and I don’t want you to be sick. But I love you. That’s...
You look pretty in your fancy dress,
but I detect unhappiness.
The Angels Among Us →
by Anne Rice
Joy is not in things. It is in us.
I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that...
Not Too Shabby
Not too shabby at all. That was actually kind of nice. Really nice.
You win some.
Isaiah 9:5
They name him
Wonder-Counselor, God-Hero, Father-Forever, Prince of Peace.
Your name is a golden bell hung in my heart. I would break my body to pieces to...
I am reliably informed that you always hurt the one you love… the one you...
One Day
I’ll have a Christmas worth remembering, and a family worth spending it with. Well, maybe just a father who doesn’t love alcohol more than his family. Well, maybe just a father who loved his family at all.
One day, Christmas won’t just feel like nothing at all.
Sorry that you’re stuck with such a boring guy who loves you more than...
– =)
Methyphobia
Yeah. That, too.
Happiness is the most insidious prison of all.
Pretty & Pointless
I’ll never know what makes the rain to fall, I’ll never know what makes the grass so tall, I only know there ain’t no love at all, Without a song.
Apeirophobia
I pray that heaven is a flower field.
Everybody is special. Everybody. Everybody is a hero, a lover, a fool, a...
Life is something to do when you can’t get to sleep.
Tired & Uninspired
Dreary and weary. Bleek and meek. Here and there.
Ponder and wander. Feel and heal.
Everywhere.
If my heart was a compass you'd be north.
A million people can call the mountains fictions yet it need not trouble you as...
I never lie. At least not to those I don’t love.
Gives Me Hopes
I never thought this day would come. Ever.
For more than a year now our silence has loomed over me. Nothing has ever been okay since then. We’ve both down irreparable damage to each other. And yet, here we are.
I am so grateful. Forgiveness is so necessary in our lives. Things may not be perfect, they may even be a little awkward, but things are finally looking up, and I never thought...
We've got a good thing going.
My love for you grows stronger every day.
So this is my life and I want you to know that I’m both happy and sad and...
You still hurt me.
I can still see all your clothes thrown on the floor. There are friends who never call me anymore. I remember throwing out all of your things, But I think I kept my ring.
There is love left in my life I will see, But you still hurt me.
It’s an awful truth that suffering can deepen us, give a greater luster to our...
Like Clockwork
This city turns the sky orange and my heart blue.
Perhaps in time I’ll find something worth missing.
Sometimes you have to watch somebody love something before you can love it...
Times with you...
are the best!
Even when I’m dead, I’ll swim through the Earth, like a mermaid of...
Win Some, Lose More
So the piano jury and the Nutella pie were a success! However, the geocaching was failure. It was below freezing and we definitely picked the hardest one in the city as our first ever find. (Which we did not find.)
Had to exchange Christmas gifts early due to an unforseen forecast and lameness of plans. I will being seeing you off now, instead of you me. It’s all a bit too premature for...